Mchenga, kuwala kwa mwezi ndi maloto …


José Araujo de Souza
Tinali abwenzi a maphunziro. Tinkakumana pafupifupi tsiku lililonse. Tidasinthana malingaliro, kukambirana malingaliro, kugawana nzeru. Komabe, zitha kunenedwa kuti tidasowana wina ndi mnzake, pomwe sitinawonane. Anzanu, inde, zowonadi. Mabwenzi ambiri.
Unali chaka chotanganidwa kwambiri, ndi ntchito yambiri, kupanikizika kwambiri komanso kupumula pang’ono. Ndimamva thupi langa lili lolemera ndi kutopa tsiku lililonse, minofu ndi mafupa anga onse kukuwa kuti ndithandizidwe ndipo kwakanthawi sindinachite kanthu ndipo mutu wanga umalota za kunyanja. Ndinaganiza kuti zitero. Nyanja. Nyanja, mchenga wambiri, madzi a coconut, shrimp pa skewer komanso anthu pafupifupi amaliseche. Ma bikini ambiri akuyenda patsogolo panga. Ah, ndimafuna kupumula. Ine ndimati ndikapume.
Chomwe ndidadabwitsidwa pomwe usiku wina, ndikubwera kuchokera ku koleji, ndidamuuza zamalingaliro anga okondwerera holide “Uli bwanji. Upita nane?” ndipo adangondiyankha, osaganizira konse, “Ndilimo. Ndichita. Ndipita nanu”. Chifukwa chake, monga choncho, tinakwera basi usiku umodzi ndikukwera gombe. Kulowera kunyanja. Ndipo titayenda usiku wonse, ine, iye ndi mwana wake wamkazi wazaka zisanu tidakumana m’mawa kukongola kwakunyanja kutalamulira chilichonse, patsogolo pathu. Mapeto aulendo. Chiyambi cha mpumulo.
Titangosiya zikwama zathu mnyumba, yomwe inali pafupi ndi gombe ndipo titha kuwona kuti nyanja ikutidikirira, tinapita kunyanja. Tidali okondwa koma yemwe adawonetsa chisangalalo chachikulu anali mwana wake wamkazi, yemwe anali asanawonepo nyanja mpaka nthawi imeneyo.
Ndidawasiya akusewera mumchenga ndikupita kuti ndikawone mozungulira, kuti ndizizolowere zachilengedwe ndipo nditabwerera ndidawawona, akuyenda pamchenga. Awiriwo anali kuyankhulana mwamtendere. Mnzanga anali womasuka kwathunthu. Nditha kuwona kuti, munthawi yochepa kufupi ndi nyanja, inali itasintha kale. Nkhopeyo idalowedwa m’malo ndi kupepuka komwe kumatha kuzindikirika kutali. Iye, yemwe anali kale mkazi wokongola, anali chabe wokongola. Kupatula mwana wake wamkazi anali wokongola. Kenako, china chake chinadzuka mkati mwanga. Ndipo ndimamufuna monga choncho, kuchokera patali, wosangalatsidwa, osakhoza kumuchotsa maso. Mwadzidzidzi, panalibe wina aliyense pagombelo, koma iye yekha. Sindinawonenso mwana wanu wamkazi. Basi iye. Palibe phokoso mlengalenga. Kungoseka kwanu. Ndipo mafunde a nyanja akusweka pamapazi anu. Nyanja inapereka ulemu kwa kukongola kwake ndipo inagwa, nathetsa mafunde ake kumapazi ake. Ndipo iye, osasamala chilichonse chomuzungulira, adayenda pamchenga, akusuntha thupi lake langwiro, moyenda bwino, m’chiuno mwake mukuzungulira mozungulira.
Sindikudziwa kuti ndidakhala nthawi yayitali bwanji, kuchokera patali, ndikungowayang’ana awiriwo akusewera mumchenga. Siyenera kukhala kwanthawi yayitali, koma zidamveka kwanthawizonse. Atandiona ndikutembenukira kuthamangira kwa ine, matsengawo adasweka ngati kuti ndimatsenga ndipo ndimayesetsa kuti ndisalole kuti chilichonse chomwe ndimamva ndikamawawona azindikire kale. Koma mbewu yakusowa idabzalidwa kale m’malingaliro mwanga. Ndimamufuna.
Pomwe timafuna kupumula, ndidaganiza kuti tisapange chakudya kunyumba ndikuti tiyesere kukadya ku lesitilanti yomwe ili kutsogolo kwa nyumbayo. Tinkangodutsa msewu ndipo sitinkafunikanso kusintha zovala, chifukwa kumeneko tinkaloledwa kuvala masuti. Chifukwa chake, tidadya koyamba limodzi, tonse atatu. Kenako, pamalingaliro ake osasamala zionetsero za mwana wamkazi yemwe akufuna kubwerera kunyanja, tinapita mnyumbayo kuti tikapume, popeza, tinayenda usiku wonse ndipo, ngakhale tinali osangalala, tinatopa. “Kenako timabwerera kunyanja ndikukhala mpaka madzulo”.
Tisanayambe kugona, timasamba kuti tivule mchenga m’thupi ndi kugona m’maso. Ndinawalola kuti azigwiritsa ntchito chimbudzi ndipo ndinkagwiritsa ntchito bafa yaing’ono ndikangotha ​​khitchini. Popeza nyumbayi inali ndi zipinda ziwiri zogona, iye amakhala ndi mwana wake wamkazi m’chipinda chophatikizira ndipo ine ndimakhala mchipinda chimodzi chogona chomwe chimayikidwa mchipinda china.
Ndinagona pansi, osagona tulo. Chikhumbo chokhala ndi iye chidakulirakulira ndipo chidandilanda. Ndinamva ludzu ndipo ndinapita kukhitchini. Ndikulowera ku furiji, ndidawona zidutswa ziwiri za bikini yake zitagona pazingwe zazing’ono zazing’ono m’khonde lolowera kuchimbudzi chaching’ono. Nthawi yomweyo ndimamuyerekeza wamaliseche, thupi lake loyera likuyamba kukhala lofiirira padzuwa, mabere ake atamasuka, omasuka, owongoka. Kukula kwa bra, ayenera kuti anali ochepa. Kodi anali ndi pouting yabwinobwino, yapinki? Kodi mawere angakhale akulu? Adzawoneka bwanji ndikawakhudza ndi manja anga? Ndipo nditawaika mkamwa mwanga ndikuwayamwa modekha, amatani? Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti ndimagona kuti tulo tatayika ndipo ndidatengedwa ndi chilakolako chomwe chidalimbitsa Dick wanga mobwerezabwereza, nditaima pamenepo kukhitchini, pafupi ndi firiji. Zosatheka kukana. Ndinapita kubafa, ndikatsegula shawa, ndikulola madzi ofunda kuti ayenderere mthupi langa kwinaku ndikumenya kamanja kokoma ndikuganiza kuti ndikupukuta.

Ndabwera kwambiri. Kubwerera mchipinda, ndidagona pafupifupi nthawi yomweyo.
Masana ambiri tinkakhala pamchenga, pansi pa kachilombo, tikulankhula ndikuwona mwana wake wamkazi akusewera mumchenga.
Pobwerera kunyumba, tidadutsa sundries fair ndikugula zonunkhira, tidadya muhema ndipo tidakhala pa benchi osachita chilichonse, tikuwona mwezi ukuwala mwezi wonse utayimitsidwa mumlengalenga mwadzaza nyenyezi.
Mwana wake wamkazi atawonetsa kuti sakuyimiranso kudzuka, tinapita mnyumbayo ndipo anamukhazika pabedi ndipo anabwera kudzakhala nane, pabalaza, ndikuwonera wailesi yakanema, ndikukhala pansi, kumapazi anga, mutu ukupuma pa mawondo anga, pomwe ndimagwira tsitsi lanu, mopepuka.
Pasanapite nthawi adafinya maso ake ndipo ndidazindikira kuti ndili ndi tulo. Ndinafunsa ngati ndili ndi tulo ndipo anati inde. Ndinamuthandiza kuimirira ndikumuuza kuti ndiziwonerabe TV. Anapita kuchipinda ndipo ndidamutsatira ndimaso anga, wokondwa.
Nthawi yomwe timakhala limodzi pabalaza, sitinayankhule zambiri. Komabe, momwe zinthu zonse zimapitilira zidandisiya ndimtendere kotero zidandikhudza kwambiri. Kukhala naye pansi ndi mutu wake kupuma pa mawondo anga, kundilola kuti ndisamalire tsitsi lake ndikuti agawane naye ubale wanga mwanjira yoyera komanso yosalakwa. Ndikapita kuchipinda changa, ndidakhala wokondwa, wokondwa kotheratu.
Ngakhale zingawoneke zachilendo, ndidamvetsetsa kuti adagawana chibwenzi chomwe amafuna kundiuza. Ndinkamufuna, kwambiri, ndimafuna kumunyengerera m’njira zonse zomwe ndimafuna, koma ndimayenera kumvetsetsa kuti sanandiperekeze kunyanja kuti andinyenge. Anali ndi ine, akumutenga mwana wawo wamkazi, kuti akhale mnzake komanso wothandizana nane pachisangalalo changa. Ndipo nthawi yomweyo, kulola mwana wake wamkazi kukhala ndi nthawi zokongola, zosangalatsa komanso zosangalatsa zomwe sadzaiwala. Anali komweko kuti azisangalala ndi ine komanso kuti asadzakhale wokondedwa wanga.
Tinakhala masiku angapo tikusangalala ndi mchenga, dzuwa ndi mwezi. Nthawi yonse yomwe tinkayenda kwambiri, tinkasangalatsa ndikupangitsa mwana wanu wamkazi kusangalala kuposa momwe angathere.
Usiku uliwonse m’nyumbamo, amadzilola kukhala pansi pabalaza, mutu wake utaweramitsidwa pa mawondo anga pamene ndimasewera ndi tsitsi lawo, mpaka tulo timamupangitsa kugona.
Palibe kamodzi komwe tidalankhulapo zogonana. Zomwe samadziwa ndikuti ndimangomulakalaka ndikumangoyenda masana onse komanso usiku uliwonse, kubafa ndikuganiza kuti tikungoyenda ndikuchita zina “zoyipa”.
Tidabwerera ku Belo Horizonte tidapumuladi, tili osangalala komanso tapsa ndi dzuwa. Iye ndi mwana wake wamkazi adawonetsa kuti anali osangalaladi. Anali wokonzekera tsiku latsopano logwira ntchito ndi kuphunzira. Inenso, ndinali wokonzeka kuyambitsa nyengo yamaloto.
Ah, ndikulakalaka ndikadakupsompsona. Ndikulakalaka ndikadadya. O, ndikulakalaka atabwerera kunyanjako limodzi ndi ine, nthawi ino akudziwa zonse zomwe samadziwa mpaka nthawi imeneyo. Kodi tingaphulane? mukuganiza chiyani?

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